Sunday, however, I received another definition for the word Jubilee, "Release." In biblical times the year of Jubilee came every seven years. It was a time when all debts were erased, slaves were set free, and people had a chance to start over. And I have to say, we had that too.
In 2005 God set me free of a number of things from pain to debt to old ways of thinking. It truly was a year of Jubilee in the fact that so many things were released and I was truly set free. I sense that although I can and will list many here, there were many more things released that are more difficult to put your finger on. I would expect a release of one or two things in a good year but in 2005 it really did feel like the entire slate was wiped clean and a new story began in my life.
The Question was asked: What did God set you free of in 2005? Here's my bulleted, short list:
- All my credit card debt.
- My dissatisfaction with my job (although I still have the same job).
- My need to hang on to Mike through material objects (like the house, his clothes, etc.)
- Fear of pursuing big dreams without a husband.
- The burden to change my kids.
- The entrapment of remembering past hurts.
- Dependency and expectations on fellowship.
- Satan's lies and deceptions in family relationships.
- Needing to micro-manage God's plan for the ranch.
2 comments:
Your insights are really amazing. I'm happy to hear you celebrated so much and released so much.
Actually it was a good sermon, I take notes.
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